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THRU BLACK & WHITE EYES – Days of Hope – 25/Apr/16

by • April 25, 2016 • TBAWEComments (9)2918

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Like a lot of you reading this, I’ve spent a lot of the last few years contemplating my Newcastle United navel and wondering whether the whole thing is worth my continued time and money. We’ve been through bad times before with United and some say things aren’t as bad as they have been previously. I’m not so sure about that because up until Rafa, I’d never known such an extended period absent of hope the club had a future. But now we do have hope. We have hope we can escape a relegation that looked nailed on after Southampton and we have hope that if we do avoid that relegation, Rafa can start rebuilding our club with something approaching competence. Hope – it springs eternal and it was there in the away end at Anfield on Saturday.

The first time I visited Anfield was back in 1984. We played Liverpool in the FAC 3rd Round on a Friday night (it was evenRafa2 on the telly – gasp) and I was only 20 years old. If they weren’t Champions of Europe they were simply waiting to win another. That night was charged with emotion because Keegan and McDermott, pivotal members of the Liverpool team of the Reds’ trophy laden years of the 70s were returning to the scene of former glories and we were closing in on a return to the First Division from where we’d been absent since a heart-breaking relegation of 1977/78. We lost 4-0 and we were simply brushed aside by a far superior Liverpool team filled with some of the best players in Europe. But where we weren’t brushed aside was in the stands. United took around 14,000 to Anfield that night and we packed the Anfield Road End and had sections of the Kemlyn Road and even the main stand if memory serves me well. Our support that night was quite simply magnificent. It was relentless, it was defiant and it filled the whole stadium. For those of us of a certain vintage it remains one of the best displays of support we’ve ever been in. It wasn’t perfect though, seats were smashed in on the Anfield Road End and thrown on the pitch so that goes to prove that displays of knobhead behaviour aren’t limited to the modern era. But the support that night was magnificent. We created a wall of Black & White noise and if the result depended on volume of support, we’d have been 10-0 up at half time.

Fast forward thirty-two years and I’m back in the Anfield Road End having been in there umpteen times in between. I’m not as awe-struck by Anfield as I was all those years ago. The famous old stadium still has its legendary old Kop end but it is a shadow of its former self and like everywhere else all-seater stadiums have sucked the life out of once were rumbustious arenas of working class solidarity. It’s a whole new ball game. I’ve heard lots of Mags bemoan the behaviour of our away support in recent years. I’ve witnessed some behaviour myself which has been embarrassing, braindead and which lots of us want nothing to do with. I’ve travelled to Anfield and Goodison with a sense of impending dread at what I’ve expected will be wholly embarrassing “poverty” crack directed at opposing fans who share much the same social and economic disadvantages as us as one of those forgotten regions in Tory Britain. I know I might be one of those miserable, old arseholes who can’t spot a good bit of “bantz” when I see it. Maybe it’s my age but you know I don’t think it is because lots of younger Mags who write for this fanzine and make the same trips to the same grounds say the same thing. And so do loads of others.

But it wasn’t like that on Saturday at Anfield. Sure, there were one or two dafties who gave a few isolated shouts about signing on, rats, stereos and other assorted shite but they were shouted down and they left it at that. The vast majority of our support concentrated on backing the manager and the team. There weren’t 14,000 Mags at Anfield on Saturday but those that were, were cut from much the same cloth as those who were there in January 1984. Their support was excellent and it was from deep within the collective Geordie soul of Newcastle United Football Club.

This season like several before it, our spirits have been virtually broken. Good supporters as loyal as they come have Colback1chucked it and walked away, despairing at the cod-eyed, venality of Mike Ashley and his running of our beloved football club. Who hasn’t thought about wrapping it all in and finding something better to do with your time? I have on numerous occasions  but what keeps me coming back is the longing for that feeling of unity and joy when Jack Colback pulls the trigger at the Kop end of Anfield and United have pulled it back from 2-0 down to amazingly get it back to 2-2. All around you strangers are hugging, fists are punching the air and faces are wreathed in smiles. We’re all willing Lascelles and Mbemba to win those challenges (and they do) for Anita to not stop running, for Townsend to keep making those runs, for Colback to keep picking up the bits and pieces, for Tiote to make the blocks, for Cisse to keep going and on and on. Heads don’t drop, no-one is shirking challenges, they are all giving everything for our just and righteous cause. On the touchline, Rafa is directing, pointing, cajoling, orchestrating, managing and it is working. Our support is falling in love with this bloke in a manner not known since Keegan and his La Bamba anthem is on repeat. Final whistle and we have a point and the ovation for Rafa and his team is massive from the away end. This is what it is like to support a football club. Unity is strength. There is belief.

There is a long way to go yet. We have achieved something we hadn’t thought possible a few weeks ago and that is we are still in the fight. But we haven’t won the fight. The Mackems and Norwich want what we want every bit as much. But we haven’t been counted out. We are still in it. We have come through a week of matches with Man City (h) and Liverpool (a) and we have collected points from losing positions. We are still in it. The fat lady hasn’t sung yet. We could have been virtually down now but we’re not. Still in it. Still fighting.

Up and coming we have Crystal Palace (h), Villa (a) and Spurs (h). We’ve done the hard work against those sides no-one TFBadgeexpected us to do anything against. Now we have to do it against two sides we are expected to beat and another who might be fighting for the biggest prize by the time they come to SJP on the last day of the season. But as Rafa says, don’t look at the PL table, concentrate on the next game and the next game is Crystal Palace on Saturday and their shit-house manager who dedicated wins to Mike Ashley and blamed us for defeats. Can you ever expect Rafa to blame us for his team losing?

St James’ Park has to be rammed on Saturday with the same spirit that was in the away end at Anfield just gone. We have to recall the days of Portsmouth at home in ’92 and David Kelly et al. Benitez has to feel the emotion attached to Newcastle United and Pardew has to experience something altogether different. To give United a chance SJP has to be filled with a visceral, cloying atmosphere that our players will draw strength from but theirs will wilt under. For our own ends, we have to stay with Rafa and his players. We are supporters and not spectators with a vital role to play. The officials have to be under relentless pressure from us whilst every player in a Black & White shirt has to have our full backing, even when they make mistakes, especially when they make mistakes.

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9 Responses to THRU BLACK & WHITE EYES – Days of Hope – 25/Apr/16

  1. Rob Brown says:

    Tremendous article ,as with the preview of the game last week.
    Rafa is from a different football planet compared with our previous , and much else in the so called Premier League. He has humility , sincerity and intelligence. Three things totally absent since RR KBE and KK. Further, he has the ability to change players and change games , especially now that he has had time to see what players can and cannot do. By contrast to all of that, just listen to Pardew after ‘his’ semi final win . Vomit- inducing , excuse -riddled, patronising smugness.
    What we are seeing makes us proud , and that is all we ever wanted. Despite the disgusting owner, sponsors , and all of their tawdry tat , THIS IS OUR THING, my Dad’s thing , my sons’ thing .
    See the difference in CT, JC, and especially VA. Players playing where they are meant to play. Anita has taken far too much stick previously , he is clever and industrious, but has been horribly exposed by players around him . I don’t know what is the stronger emotion , my inner rage at the waste since 2011/12, or the joy at seeing something like a pattern of play emerge , the attention to fix it and the intention from the team .
    More than anything I want this decent man Rafa Benitez to stay with us for years, the thought of that is the most exciting thing.
    Supporters , not spectators- very aptly put .

    • gjbnufc says:

      The dread of potential life after Rafa if relegation is confirmed is as significant as relegation itself. I dont think the future of the club has hinged so heavily as it is regarding the next 3 games.

      In Rafa we trust

    • gjbnufc says:

      The dread of potential life after Rafa if relegation is confirmed is as significant as relegation itself. I dont think the future of the club has ever hinged so heavily as it is now regarding the next 3 games.

      In Rafa we trust

  2. Peter Ward says:

    I fear this is all too late. The hole is too deep . He just hasn’t been given sufficient time to climb out. Pray for a miracle? I will too but honestly don,t believe it will happen. If Benitez were to stay then optimism would remain, although I think there are things that might need to be done in addition to him staying. In my opinion he would need a good No2 with experience of the Championship. Lots of other things to ponder with Ashley still looming in the background.

  3. Boomtown says:

    there is only a point in it… albeit a game less. in theory Palace, and Villa are the easier fixture… and Spurs will have lost the title by the last match… 3 games, 9 points….. 39 beats big Sam’s 38 target!

    Villa should give us the opportunity to decrease the goal difference!

  4. Chris Ord says:

    I made the trip to Anfield too, hadn’t been before myself and I liked the stadium, a very nice arena. I had a seat right at the back but I moved down a few rows where there were empty spaces as I couldn’t get the best of views back there. Like all other fans I’ve been used to seeing our team crumble in away games in recent times and I thought at two down it was same old same old, but it just shows if you have the fighting spirit anything can happen and Benitez has been a great appointment, just hope he can save us!

  5. Bob says:

    I would like to think that if we are relegated then Rafa will view it as a new challenge to stay and try to resurrect the club. It would be brave of him to do it and I think he would stand out against the other great managers. I couldn’t see the likes of Mourinho, Guardiola etc. doing this in view of possible “damage” it would do to their CV. Rafa has had a very good career so far and maybe he would take us on and if/when he does the impossible that would be some achievement.

  6. Peter Shearer says:

    Good article Michael, reminding those of us boycotting just what the good times were like and why staying away is not always easy. The feel-good factor is totally around Rafa and only time will tell if we are going to revive or return to Ashley’s masterplan. The position we are now in, could have been our position for years if Ashley had swallowed his pride re Keegan. Anyway, we can’t change the past, but the future comes down to does Rafa remain,whichever league we are in.

  7. Ian Summers says:

    Wasn’t it the 4th round?